MERRY CHRISTMAS GEMMA♥ WENDY&SARAH / WENDY HIGGINS ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FIANCE ♥. SARAH KEVIN CONATTY’S STEP♥DAUGHTER (ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FRIEND )Read >>
MERRY CHRISTMAS GEMMA♥ WENDY&SARAH / WENDY HIGGINS ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FIANCE ♥. SARAH KEVIN CONATTY’S STEP♥DAUGHTER (ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FRIEND )
WISHING EVERYONE IN GEMMA’S FAMILY A VERY HEALTH, HAPPY,AND SAFE HOLIDAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYS FROM MY FAMILY TO YOURS GOD BLESS WENDY AND SARAH ♥ ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FIANCE AND STEP-DAUGHTER
MERRY CHRISTMAS LOTS OF HUGS WENDY AND SARAH / WENDY HIGGINS ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FIANCE SARAH KEVIN'S STEP-DAUGHTER (ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FRIEND )Read >>
MERRY CHRISTMAS LOTS OF HUGS WENDY AND SARAH / WENDY HIGGINS ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FIANCE SARAH KEVIN'S STEP-DAUGHTER (ANGEL KEVIN CONATTY'S FRIEND )
Sorry I could not get on here yesterday, but my thoughts were with you and your family, who I know miss you more and more each day.
People who have never lost a loved one think that time eases the pain, it doesnt! In fact each day becomes harder because it feels like so long since we have seen our precious children...
Your family inspired me with the love and thought that went into yesterday...what better way to remember you and that beautiful smile and zest for life than at Winterland. They are a smashing family and I know you are so proud of them Gemma.
I hope that in Heaven you are continuing to be the life and soul up there as you were over here. As always, I am sending you my love and a hug. If you see My little Sibs give her a hug and kiss from me. You are both loved and cherished so much!
This is such a sad time of year 1st December was always full of happiness as you would be so excited about christmas! even as you got older you still love the festive time year.. being at home for the anniversary feels always like a waiting game .. waiting or the day you left forever my thoughts have been so clearly of the events before you actually passed.. times we were at the hospital awaiting your life saving operation only to be told you had'nt survived.. it may be 4 years yet it feels so much like yesterday...
I have been feeling so sad the whole of November with so many reminders of 2004.. yet looking back to your life and remembering YOU my thoughts are of your beautiful smiling face.... you loved life Gem so what better way of remembering you and celebrating your life than doing something FUN!! you always loved life I can still hear your giggle that you never lost even as you got older.. I want Scott Jessica Emma and Daniel to have happy memories as well as sad ones when they think of you Gemma so we are going to Hyde Park in London to Winter Wonderland.. what better way of getting through this day than having fun.. Beccy and Charlie will also be with us Beccy always keeps in touch.. always remembers you..I can just hear your voice now knowing your going to a christmassy event!! being able to be a child again if only for a day! you loved christmas and you loved life so we are going to do just that!! try to be have something positive this day rather than feeling sad..
Me and Dad will always have the sad memories of losing our precious child .. yet being all together with your siblings and the grandchildren will help us in continuing life without you.. we will never accept you had to die before us!! that is so not the way it should be!!!
we love you Gemma with all our heart and hope that wherever you are you know we are trying to continue our lives just as you would.. to live for the moment..
~Gem~/ Stephanie Walker (friend)
4 years ago tomorrow that you were taken away from this world. I can only hope that you are at peace and with the ones that you love. Look over your family tomorrow as they grieve for your loss and celebrate your life. You were a beautiful spirit that is absolutly missed and loved by all. It is my greatest wish that you and my sister could still be here but I know that it cannot be so.......life sometimes deals us unfair hands and I wish that I could take away the pain and grief that you family and friends are feeling.......you were far to good a person to be taken so soon!!!! I Know that you are loved and missed and will never be forgotten. I think of you and your family daily and will do my best to be there for your family as a friend. Love to you and your family and know that every night I pray for you and them. Bless! xxxxxxx Close
I sit here waiting for December 1st.. why?? will this day change my life?? will this day bring you back??? of course not yet each year since 2004 this time of year is alwaya the same.. last year as in 2005 we went to New York your favourite place.. I wish i were there now! yet i know from last year when we came back nothing has changed!! we still don't have you here my daughter my child.. i still can't get my head eound where you are... i look at your picture all the time yet lately i have been looking within that picture knowing that the beautiful girl with the beautiful smile is nowhere on this earth.. at times it is ok when i look at your picture yet lately i find myself thinking not only of now 4 years gone by.. but of 10,20,30,100 years from now!! what happens to us when we die?? still i need the answers more so when it is nearing the anniversary.. what was it like your final moments?? no one here can ever give me answers.. the thought scares me as why are we born just to die?? see Gem my mind is wandering and thinking too many thoughts.. yet i will always come back to the day you left as death is something that will come to us all in turn.. just as Grandad's time came back in March.. yet i am so accepting of his death after all that's how life should be parents die first never the opposite.. what happened to you and to me is sooo wrong!!
Everything we do as a family is so different now Gem no matter what the event we would all attend together as a family that's how it is and how it still is yet you are and always will be missed Gemma .. Marie's party it was so nice to see so many people not only family but friends and neighbours.. the important people now in our lives.. your death has changed so much how i live now Gemma and always will... yet one thing that does'nt change is the love i have and always will have for you my darling beautiful daughter.. i long to see that pretty smile.. yet all i have is a picture..
It's been so long since i have wrote to you on here doesn't mean i don't think or miss u everyday because i do, more than ever sis i light candles for you everyday.
Gemma i miss u so much everything i do i always think of u today been over marie's sorting out the party got your candle out to burn but just seems so unfair we have a candle i want u sis not a candle but know this can never be, am sitting here on my own and it just hit me yourt friend beccy is coming up to stay with charlie but kind of feel sad as this is your friend and you should be here must be hard for beccy coming up to see us and knowing that she can never see you just so sad sis.
i will be having a drink for you tonight and i will make sure others do to just miss u so much sis i always will do.
so much has happened since u left us i have daniel now he will be two in february your birthday month he is so cute and cheeky now u would love him i show him your pics and he blows u kisses so sad to see i wil tell him about u sis when he is older,
no matter what i do or where i am your in my heart and thoughts forever sis
*******Gem*******/ Stephanie Hilger (friend) You and your family are always in my thought but this week; this month; even more. I struggle to believe that there is a heaven sometimes as you mum does but I have to believe that you and my sister and both our grandfathers are all together, watching over us. Giving us a little nudge when we need it; a whisper in the ear when we are torn apart with sadness. It breaks my heart when I come on here and look at the pictures and see how much your family loves and misses you. I wish that I would have been able to meet you in person but I have learned so much of you through your family. You were an amazing girl, that is evident; and you left a huge imprint on your entire family. Stay close by you family in the coming weeks and send Marie something nice for her birthday. I will be thinking of you often and will send you a little present on the 4th. I heard a rumor that pink was your favorite colour :D Know that even though we never met, through the last 4 years your entire family have been fantastic to me; shared your life with me. For that I am eternally grateful! I love them all very much and by extension I love you too. Because without you they would not be who they are. Rest in peace sweetheart!
i just wanted to let you know how much i miss you and love you your are a great auntie i loved you doing my hair and makeup you used to do it so nice theres times when ive been to the school discos and i think if gemma was here i know she would have done my hair and makeup
thinking of you all the time,love you lots and lots,miss you loads
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